As expected, the catastrophe happened. For once i never complete the paper.
I need to breathe harder. I wish i didn't feel this way, this is getting overwhelming. Sometimes i wish i am just a heartless men who don't hold any emotion for anything. Sometimes i wish to have the ability to clean away certain part of mind, certain memories, but God didn't create us with this function.
All we could do is to embrace what has being said, done and felt. In exchange for sad, disappointment, awkwardness, jubilant, exultant and whatever not.
I know i shouldn't write this. But keeping inside my heart kills even more blood cells. Nonetheless let's hope this will be the last time.
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