Last day of 2011

Boo! I'm back blogging on the last day of 2011. It feels like I was writing the 31st Dec 2010 entry just yesterday. So how has been your 2011?

I am still learning in 2011. I am getting alittle more independent and brave I guess. I'm going to places alone and I am already thinking of travelling alone! Some day I am going to try travelling alone.I guess the experience will be very unique.

For the business aspect, I am still learning the trade of business, establishing my values (this will affect how I will run the business I realised), and managing expectation. Y'know I figured out that in business, alot of things actually got to do with expectation and how we managed them to achieve the desire outcome. Someone gave me a very critical advice in 2011. She explained to me that "what may seen right in our eyes might not be shared by others. It is how we managed this expectation so that we could meet our eyes." Her advice enlightened me in some aspects of life and in business, maybe you may like to ponder also?

In my national commitment, I completed my vocational training and was selected to join a group of further training. During that intensive course, some thing happened on the second day of training and I went on stretcher and onto the ambulance. That was a time that the fragility of life hit on me again. Im glad the issue wasn't serious behind this episode.

I would say that this year is pretty hectic as I continued to juggle between my national liability and the family business. But I always believed that this intensity will put me to test my ability to manage my life that this skill could come in handy in the years to come. Come next year, the challenge will be greater as I have lined up exciting arrangement for the business and also, the commercing of my school life again!

So what can we expect in 2012? I can't say for sure, but let's keep our faith in God that he will gives us the best and meant to be good for us.

However, I am going to Hongkong in 2012 :D Yeahhhhh. I am going there for 10days! I know it is alittle too many days for a small island but it has always been my desire to tour the island slowly- so that I could sit at some cafe with a cuppa and enjoy seeing other people in another cities while I enjoy the slow pace of my life. I always find that lovely.

What about the girl that I mentioned last year? Heh, we are still in contact. I did something daring I guess. 2 days before her birthday I took her by surprised. I appeared infront of her and gave her a very simple present! Thank God, she didn't reject it. I was so worried that she might. So did I had racing heart beats? Yes I do. I had to try to moderate my anxiety prior to her arrival otherwise I guess I would have hyperventilate. So how will this fairytale continues? Let's see if I could be bolder in 2012 haha.

Right, before I close this entry off, I like to thank God for all the valuable lessons in 2011. Let's hope 2012 to be beautiful.

I wish all of you a Happy New Year ahead.

God's bless.







may this fairytale continues...

Last Day Of The Decade

Year end is not just about partying but also a moment of reflection. Many people will look back the year be it, the happiness or the unhappiness.

Likewise, i'm not the surprising side. This year has been an extremely "exciting" year that filled with up's and down's. However each "down" offered some lessons to be learnt. As we look forward to the new year with a brand new resolutions/aims/goals let's work hard and face the future with positive attitude!

Rewinding back to the last few months, it has been a very hectic period. Every day is about books/notes and more of that. I did gave my all for this major exam and i don't how the end will look given that paper 2 is much tougher on most occasion. But thankfully, over the past few months, i met a girl! Yes a girl. A girl that made my world go ga-ga over her. She's the very demure kind of girl and on the cheerful side. I could firmly say that she's my cup of tea ( & by judging that i wrote about her in my blog, she really is). She could made my face go blush almost instantly as witnessed by my friends. Her smile could probably melt anything in my view. (okay better stop my mushy mushy!)

I did not explicitly go after her as i have my own reservation particularly the age-gap. I wouldn't mind the gap but question is, will she? I don't know how the event is going to unfold or has it come to an end? Whatever it is, i am glad that she did came across my life in 2010. I hope this fairytale will continue.

As the decade comes to an end, i look back and see how i have grown up under each adversity and challenges. In a decade, so many things have happened and changed. What about your decade?

In 2001, the thoughts of 2010 is unimaginable. So many unknown territory for me to explore. Today i am living in the last day of 2010 waiting for the new decade to begin and i begin to wonder how the 2020 will be? As it is now, it seem so far but i am certainty worried because knowing that 10 years could changed so many things i wonder how many things will be changing again in the coming decade?

Nonetheless, as we welcome a new decade, i hope it will be better. This decade will be significant for me and many of my friends. Many people will be tying the knot, others will have flying career etc. This decade belong to us (my generation) and how the world will look like in the next few decades depend very much on the work of this decade by this generation.

I wish all my friends a Happy New Year.

God bless.

Wikileaks

I read with interest on the ongoing development of this incident (Link) In this modern society, we emphasis very much on two principles- Rights & Responsibility. While the word transparency came into the play to support these 2 principles but the question is , where should we draw the line? At one hand, life is at stake and at another is the rights of the US citizen to know what's going on.

If the founder of wikileaks do chance upon my blog, my questions to you:

" what if one of your family member is part of the 'leaks' "? will you still reveal the document in the name (not of God) but of a damn word; transparency. So are you being responsible enough to your country?

Fatigue

I AM TIRED!

It was made worse with this kind of weather; one day cold, one hot. I cant give up.

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At times i would think of Jasden, the thought of him somehow pushes me alittle. At times i would think of Army life and i would tell myself, this is nothing compared to that. No natter how tough this battle going to be, at the end of the day i must be able to tell myself:

" I have given my best".