Did i pick it up?

The last time i walked with my head down for most of the time was nearly 9 years ago.

These days i am walking in the same manner as i did 9years ago. My face has somewhat affected my confident. Don't ask why my face become like that, for if i have an answer, things may not be happening.

Then i thought, maybe God want me to pick up something. Something i lost along the way that was so crucial.

I screwed up my revision. I realised 2 weeks has past and nothing fruitful. What happened to my organisation skill?